is this wat i expect throughout the day..? am i? am i the one who cause all this. haix..rite nw i only i knw I SUCK..!

a memorial day turn to be my fuck ta dae. firstly, have to go and train in the fuckin hot sun despite the match this morning. ok fine..i go. but i did'nt expect all my good friends to pong teng and pang seh me without telllin me where they going. i'm really tired at that time. really really tired..

train and train..and my shootin is going nowhere and ok..screwed up. after that injured and suffer a bleedin toe. it was fuckin pain and i could hardly do anything. i get some break after that was force to train. what the fuck is this?! hey bloody coach..u bleed so much so wat...i bleedin till my socks also kenna and i could hardly run and u wan me to train. Ok fine! i train..it was freakin pain but i hold on. but in the end humilated. "a good def but poor attacking!" hey fuckin basturb..it's because of my toe or i will have whack them off..!

after training..have to bring fuckin hell boy..to my home to let him see my uni. wazz prob man. i respect u as a attitude teacher and i don't wanna argue with u. fine i bring and i have to meet dear after dat..and i have to go up and down up and down. and also afraid of been scolded. and have to quicken my pace and left dear behind. wtf am i doing..?! and also afraid of this and that. i'm fuckin sissy. oh damn fuck..! rush home after that. i feel so useless. a simple job of accompany a gf to bus-stop or buy foods i can't even accomplished. an upside down basturb am i..? precisely..and end up making her pissed off because of a bitch.

once a bitch always a bitch. i can't believe that a bitch like celine tan ru ping can actually mock at her friend when she was all alone. u think it is fun? u better get some fuckin fick up ur pussy and be fucked off by men and i will be down there laughin at u. why mus u be so bitchy..is it inherit..? can't be. does Jesus teaches u dat..? i doubt. no matter..u will remain IN MY HEART! - as a bitch of the world.